Old railroad tunnels in the Jemez.
~cavewomen~ woman says "she needs no man," but there is this one thing that i don't quite understand. why does she behave like a cavewoman of the past every time that a man is within her grasp. she growls at her sister if sis is kind of cute. she flaunts herself in man's face and does not give a hoot. So tell me, my dear sister if what i say is true, then i say it is time to stop this stuff we women do. --Kimba Copyright November 21, 2000
"forest of knives" it's not like i'm gonna runaway although you're making it hard to stay i better find a place to getaway where i can take out my pain and lay sometimes things can be so clear on the other side of the mirror i see colors - color blind if you look inside of me this is what you'll find... heartless creature heartless creature ruthless destroyer killing all my hopes for a better life controlling all my mind forever more it's not like i'm gonna run away although you wouldn't want me to stay i better find a place to get away where i can bury my bones today i wish things could be alright so i could make it through tonight i hear silence - silence lies if you listen carefully this is what you'll find... streaming silence screaming violence blazing inferno buried inside by a cleaver disguise burning down the lives of those i love you made my life so complete you found the missing piece of me i feel alive - alive inside you looked inside me, unafraid of what you'll find it's not like i'm gonna run away although i'm no longer scared to stay i have now found a place to get away in your arms i want to stay --Fawn Copyright, 2000
Lying to Please You say nothing's wrong, but I know nothing's right The more I argue with you, the more I lose the fight You tell me I'm the only one; you swear it's not a lie But you only reassure me when I start to cry If I confront you calmly, you deny nothing at all You've never signed a confession, but your alibis easily fall The thing that I don't understand is you don't seem to care When your lies are proven so, and I see behind the mask you wear You could try a little harder, for your sake and for mine Or you could just be honest, but you like giving me a hard time I'd rather be lied to all the time than hear all these half-truths Between sincerity and falsehood is that fine line that is you But starting right now, things for us will change I can't spend my life with a liar so deranged I know you think I'm crazy, but I disagree It's your fault that we fell apart, so you can't start blaming me Somewhere behind the obvious is a mystery I have discovered Now you're free to live your life with the one that's been uncovered
-Jamie Copyright,1999
Sometimes life can be cruel. Unexpected, as well as, unwanted things enter our lives. Whether we want them to or not. An eating disorder entered my life ten years ago... ~A Hidden Desperation~ A hidden desperation clings to unknown fear, screams are voiced so silent that no one listening can hear. The shreds of life are tearing; leaving only small pieces behind. Like a man knowingly awaiting death, it rips saneness from her mind. Her tears are falling fast, they collect to make a pool. She plunges in the deep end; her only escape from life so cruel. If only understanding her could easily be understood, the despair she held within, had a chance to be withstood. So she thought she had her mere answer, though now it's to late for her to be wrong. A hidden desperation, sang her final song -Katrina Copyright, 2000 Fiestykat527@aol.com
Wishes Yea, Love, grant me my wish Pray I might grow seraphim wings That I may soar high enough in your sky To touch your sun-golden heart Yea, Love, grant me my wish Pray I might grow mermaid scales That I may swim deep enough in your ocean To touch your true-blue soul Though unworthy of thy affections Your soul is warm and gentle Kindness radiating from your sun Finds me hiding in the shadows Yea, Love, grant me my wish Pray I might view the world through your eyes That I can see the colours of life, the kalidesope ablaze To gain a more complete understanding of living Yea, Love, grant me my wish Pray I might live as you do for one day That I might feel, with absolute, sheer pleasure The chance of living with your undaunted zest Though unworthy of your teachings Your knowledge of life is vast Your desire to instruct me Allows me to live like never before By Violet, Copyright: November 2000 violet999@hotmail.com
"diamondstar snow" snow coats the ground like crushed diamonds. orange fire to the east, between clouds, an eye aflame,lending its gaze to Gaia, who frolics in the warmth of the solar stare, like a kitten in a sandbox. --Matt Sipress Copyright: December 19, 2000 airlesslunar@yahoo.com
Zap! Loud is the sucking sound Vampire trying to rape my spirit Suck it dry! and the ringing in my ears lingers long after I push his clinging body away Then ah yes then the ache for survival the struggle to bring back the blood flow pulling the bones together putting them into place and feeling you in the depths of their marrow then the silence then the visions then the possibilities of the life force with no gaps just the sweet musical notes blending with understanding togetherness and the rhythm of two hearts beating as one sweet sweat summers heat in winters darkness waiting waiting for you my love waiting for you By Wolfeyes 10-5-2000 Copyright: October 2000 Inspired By My Dear friend Joee Lee
I want to know the child the little voice inside the one that tells us bad things are coming so we need to run and hide. I want to know the child the small girl that cries the place where she keeps the fear until it shrivels up and dies. I want to know the child please let me be the one don't hold back the deepest feeling I promise I won't run. I want to know the child the one that gets her way the one that if she takes a chance will be rewarded someday. Can I know her? I want to know the child. T.Beckwith copyright1997
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cavity i put milk in my oatmeal, creamer in my coffee, and smile on my face to make things sweeter, but it only seems to put a cavity between us. -Fawn (c) March 2007